How Odd??

I find it funny that my last post was about high school memories; which by the way I never think back and reminisce about and this past weekend I was recently introduced to a website called 'Facebook' and I must say I was pretty egg-cited to find that there was a site dedicated to my old school and a lot of my old school mates. What are the chances?? I write one blog about high school memories and within a week I'm transported back to actually be able to contact these people...

It seems that there is this constant need to find people; whether it's someone that you went to school with, an old best friend or just someone that you lost contact with. I've been rekindling relationships with people that I knew back in high school; I wonder what they do. I wonder if they're married. I wonder if they have kids. I wonder if they'll judge me b/c I don't have any of the above? Is this normal? It's kind of like being back in high school again, wondering if they'll accept me for what I've accomplished and where I am today? How weird that I'm taken back to all those familiar feelings that I had in high school; I wonder if they have them too?

I chatted it up with a friend who reminded me of a few of the escapades that I did and honestly I don't know if I just forgot them or if I suppressed them all these years! LOL I'm hoping that it was just a memory lapse; as I feel like I somewhat moved out of my home town and just left it all behind. 

I didn't keep in contact with anyone, not even family; is this normal? Maybe there is a part of me that doesn't want to remember as it wasn't so pleasant. I know that every kid has bad memories from high school and probably wishes that they could do it all over again; but really would you want to? I mean just getting back in touch with these people has caused me to wonder just how much of my life that I want to share with them. It's almost and uneasy feeling and I don't know why as the people that I have had contact with are NOT judgemental and just the nicest people you'll ever meet! 

I can't explain it but the uneasiness is there; maybe it's just nerves as I know that there are some unresolved issues that may present themselves and I'm not sure of the consequences. But we'll see and as for where this takes me…I hope it's down memory lane, and I hope that they are all good!